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| The silence was murderous,
her eyes were cold.
He stood there alone, unseen,
yet not unknown.
Her eyes were fixed
in a sad penetrating stare.
Air unmoving yet candles flickering,
the object of her sight, his chair.
She felt him calling her.
She heard his deep loving voice,
her soul pleaded to move but her mind said stay.
Soon she made her choice.
She floated towards him,
she tasted his life,
she heard the blood gushing through his veins,
his warmth was like the cold blade of a knife.
She tried to make him notice her.
She tried to catch his eye.
It was destined that she would not find love,
but it was destiny she tried to defy.
He didnt even glance her way,
he looked right through her.
This angered her
and it made her blood stir.
She gathered her concentration,
she slowly moved close to him.
The atmosphere was perfect,
the candle light grew more dim.
She knew what she wanted,
she knew how to get it.
No fear, no emotion, no life in her.
Nothing could come in her way, she would not let it.
Face to face they stood.
Oh his, she placed her lips.
She started sucking his soul out,
she firmly tightened her grip.
Life spread thorugh her body
like the heat of alcohol when it goes down one's throat.
The momentary pleasure savoured,
in another direction she began to float.
His corpse lay there,
his eyes were cold.
Air unmoving yet candles flickering.
The silence was murderous.
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| The power of one email!!
The power of one email is immense. It can bring a person joy, sadness,
worry, relief . That one mail can make a person feel happy that someone
else is thinking of them. The mail can give another person the
satisfaction that he/she is wanted and loved and cared. We all can mail
others. Just a few lines. Think about it. When someone mails
you....someone who you didnt hear from or someone who you meet everyday
you are surprised about it but it also makes you happy. If someone
writes to you saying that
they have had a good day you also are glad that they are happy. Just a
few lines or even a few words can brighten up someone's day. If you do
get some spare minutes on the net or otherwise please spread some joy.
Say some nice things, make someone happy. I bet when you recieve a
reply from that person your day will be made!! Also if you have not
replied to someone's mail please do. It is obvious that the perosn has
taken time out and sat down to write you a mail because that person
wants you to know what is happening in his/her life. They think it is
improtant to you and that shows that you are important to them. Please
do not wait too long to reply to anyones mails. This was just a thought
that occured to me when i opened my Inbox and saw no one had mailed me.
I just hope you see what i am trying to say.  Have a nice day!!
Oh also am getting my marks on sunday so please keep your fingers crossed for me.
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| Arz karti hoon.....
ek pal mein unhone humaari zindagi savaar di
ek pal mein unhone humaari zindagi ujad di
kasoor unka nahi humaara hai
jo un do pal mein humne zindagi guzaar di
arre baba please mat jaao...ek aur hai.
shaam udas hai
raat bhi udas hogi
subah kafan mein lipti meri laash hogi
Ae mujhe dafnaane wale jaake unse kehna
kabr mein bhi unki tasveer humaare saath hogi
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| Call me a coward, I dont care
I cant tell you this on your face
Physical pain I can bear
but I cant see your hurt expression
Why did I do what I did?
Why didnt I think of the concequences?
Why didnt i cover my box of feelings with a lid
before it wiped you out without a thought?
Who can i tell how sorry i am
for no one wants to listen any more
frikkin hell, shit, damn
this anger of mine isnt justified
I should be helping you recover
It was I after all who ruined your life
how should I help you discover
that you are my greatest source of happiness??
Then why did I do this to you?
Why did I tear you apart?
and why did i have to brew
this huge bloody mess??
I dont know why I wrote that. It might not make any sense or seem absolutely stupid or crazy but i dont care.
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| Today is supposed to be a good day. Oh yes i have not blogged in a very
very long time. Actually i was never a big fan about blogging at all
but i guess it can't hurt right? As i was saying. These days are
supposed to be good. I am having a few days off and instead of going
out and partying after horrid exams I am stuck at home because none of
my friends are free and none really want to be with me. So sad na??
So here I am staying at home listening to sad music. 
That is why i decided to blog. I dont think i will keep it up but it can never hurt to try right?? 
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